Life

Today I was moody and irritated and even kind of sad. Tonight I am simply filled with thoughts...


Thoughts about my present, my past, and my future. How did I get here? What am I supposed to learn from it all? What am I afraid of? What is my soul searching for?


Will tomorrow be easier?


Will I ever feel normal again? Or is this my new normal?


I don't want to see anyone or do anything. I have only one wish. But life is circling and showing me everything except what I need to know. 


Perhaps I'll just go meditate...


confused~